Good morning, Well it is July 14, 2020 I’m sitting in my backyard watching Enzo in the pool drinking the water well is over here huffing and puffing because it’s so hot outside, and nova is sitting here in her crate. It has been a hell let me tell you hell of a ride the last year. I guess I should’ve actually blocked the whole time but I really didn’t feel well and I still don’t feel that great. But I do feel is that Multiple Myeloma is more of a long lasting suffering cancer. The good part about Multiple Myeloma is you can live a long time with it, The bad part out about it is that you can live a long time with it! What I mean about that is it’s literally exhausting surviving cancer. Every day is a new day and it’s a blessing! What is really difficult is the date today physical and emotional feelings pain fear that comes along with it. I know this is all an allusion I know that this all is not even real and one day I will transverse to just a soul which is great! Are used to be really funny. Are used to be able to just write and laugh and make jokes but I’m not so funny anymore. I just look around and find things that make me happy this 2020 has been a nightmare of a year. It’s almost like a new joke. We have the COVID-19 which is basically a novel virus that is killing 100,000 people in the US and 3.3 million people across the world probably up to 5 million or 10 million people have been infected. If I get it or anybody in my family gets it we could actually die. The President of the United States is Donald Trump. I’d rather just plug about my life my family instead of blogging about what’s going on the world because it’s so terribly depressing right now. I I have grandkids husband family everything is just doing well right now. I go this week to California UCLA to see my oncologist there and we are going to just get some bloodwork and check everything out! California is a hotspot for COVID-19 it’s also called the coronavirus of course and so we have to be very careful and they’ve actually closed everything down again they’re in California. I’m expecting LasVegas will also close down again. I’m gonna get up and start my day I’ll Do another post and try to keep doing this at least every couple days!