Friday, August 24, 2007

...and you wonder why?


My very best girlfriend Lori and I went to a seminar yesterday. It was with a guy names Sam Chauhan...something about "Minds Power Unleashed." She asked me if I wanted to go, I really did because I thought if I could just unleash my minds power I could...Ok so what does that really mean? Well...I called her in the morning after I got out of the shower..I was standing there with my skirt and shoes on and dripping wet hair. She answered the phone, and all the while knowing I had just woken her up and drool was still freshly puddled on her pillow. I was like....HELLO we have a seminar today, get your butt up! I blow dryed my hair, put my make up on in the car like a pro, and headed to her house...I honked she came out with her make up in her hands, she flew into the front seat, and as she did...i noticed pillow creases on her arm. She took a quick shower pushing her husband out of the way and she still had pillow creasess on her arm?? How is that possible? Well with great anticipation we went to the seminar. We really liked him, I guess you have to just be in the mood to receive information. We stayed until like 20 minutes after lunch and then left so we could celebrate my daughters 19th birthday. I dropped her off and rushed to the market in my ohh so cute shoes, that were at this time stuffed with toilet paper because of the blisters, (but I looked cute!). Got home just in the knick of time to throw the big slabs of Chuck roast into the oven. Ran upstairs to see my son who is recovering from a Lappy Appy..that's what the doctors called it...an emergency Laproscopic appendectomy. Hmm.. That was fun...do you know what was funner? IS that a word? Well today it is...while I was in the ER with my son...my Rob calls and my little one was playing with her friend and broke her toe. So yes two of my three kids in the ER at the same time...I immeditely called my oldest daughter and told her to stay put, the universe was attacking and she's next on the list...she laughed and she listened. She knows when to listen to me...and when to not! So as I sit here on my computer typing and typing...I still feel so out of sorts...Just a whoorlwind week of hospitals and a birthday. The thing that makes it all possible...my kids! That is it. My childeren consumed all of my time and energy this week..and I thank the lord they are mine! I often wonder what I would do with out my kids...I guess do things for myself, oh my...the very thought of it makes me shudder. I can't stand going to get a massage, or get my nails done..which i do every 3 weeks...I always extend it an extra week. Well the name of this blog is and you wonder why? Why? Well because you do. Why do we do the things we do everyday. Why then do we wonder why? Its just so simple because we as humans are just creatures of habit. We like the status quo. We like to just go with the flow. Secretly...I do too. I want to just wake up and not have to worry about changing the world for the better. Wake up and just lay in bed with the clicker watching Lifetime Movie Network...Cook for my family, play with my kids...talk to my friends. But then...I get that little itch that I want something better for my family...I want to be something...I want to have some sort of initials after my name...funny thing about that..after the seminar yesterday you can sign up to be trained by Sam Chauhan in Neuro Conscious Rapport and subliminal persuasive lingusitics....It is called NRC Practitioner Certification..which only costs course fee of $4000K plus...I for the life of me couldn't figure out what the NRC stood for because it doesn't flow with Neuro Conscious Rapport that would be NCR...anyway..Lori and I figured it stood for "Not Really Conscious." We liked that and laughed hard.